Used

Yesterday I did as I said I would and I hung out with my friends JP, Aly, and Caramon. It was fun. That had to be the worst sentence in the world. O well. Here is a song I wrote, without the melody though.

Washing away in the world that I live in
Wasting away my time
I can’t take the pain anymore
from this love of mine

* You won’t understand
You don’t understand
I can’t let you know
you are my right hand
I am so confused
I’m always confused
Do you actually care?
or am I just used

I’m staring into space
with my heart in my hand
The pain is so frustrating
something I can’t stand
I try not to breathe
because my lungs are heavy
you weigh them down
using envy

*
Just leave me alone
with my soul awake
to feel every moment
and every heartbreak
I’ll never find why
I can’t see
You never understand
how much you mean to me

*
*
Washing away in the world that I live in
With my heart in my hand
No one will ever understand…