An Unwanted Cause

Second day of school, and already tired.........lol. Today was the first day we actually played in band. It didn't really go well, we have no bass section what so ever and no trumpets or sax. The peson I feel the most remorse for is Mr. Arsenault, the new band teacher. Everything is falling down on him it seems and he is new to our secdual. It's really block secdualing's fault that we don't have all the players. The parts are weird and one of the percussionist Toby is giving people hard times. O well

To know I’ll never have you,
to know it will never be true,
to know that I will forever miss you,
my emotions grow dark and blue.
Because it is you I want,
to be able to see frequently,
to be there when you are happy,
and also even if you are sleepy.
To help you get rid of your pain,
until it’s all gone away,
and be there even earlier,
if it comes back the next day.
To make you happy when you are down,
to make you laugh and have fun,
I will do this forever,
because you are my forever sun.
That shines brightly each day,
even when you are not around,
the memories that you give me,
fill me with warmth with there bright sound.
But now someone else is there,
and because I didn’t speak up,
now there is no more reason to love you,
Maybe I will just give up.