The Bottom

Everything's dark,
where is everyone,
where did my happiness go,
I am way past the sun,
I have this burning inside,
that everything piles into,
throughtout my friends changing,
and then there is you,
I just want to get rid of,
this scorching pain inside,
but nothing or no one can help me,
not even when I hide,
tt seems all I seem to do,
i write about this feeling I know,
I just can't seem to get rid of it,
this pain is really low,
People I love, don't,
People I won't, will,
I feel as if I'm just plan dumb,
nothing will seem to fill,
you don't see the feeling,
and you don't see me,
you are the cause of this feeling,
all you do is hurt thee,
I hate you so much,
but I can't help to feel,
the blood flowing through me,
this is one lopsided deal,
Your face tears at my eyes,
I want to just cry,
I can't control my emotions,
they seem to just die,
I want to erase,
my memory and fate,
you just don't see,
my passionate, loving, hate,
on the other hand there are others,
others that just bring me down,
they have no intution,
when they see a frown,
why do I complain,
am have I hit rock bottom,
I'm done for now,
my emotions are on the bottom.