L'Angle De La Neige D'Octobre

........something happened today that was expected by most......and other than that nothing really happened except Regency Ball tomorrow....

A normal day at school,
poison in my lungs,
then the snow started to fall,
the message I felt in other tounges,
I had the feeling something was going to happen,
and I knew this was coming,
but I didn't think that it would today,
inside darkness, the death march huming,

Anyways I was on my way,
to play practice, oh joy!
gifted on my walk a "Frozen Wilma"
we were all happy, like children with a new toy,
we entered inside,
got ready to start,
but the air inside,
rooted at my heart,

Then Josh came in,
he looked like a stone,
I just though he was having a bad day,
I didn't know he just became alone,
I was in the fog for a moment,
blinded were my eyes,
until Karen had me sit there,
all of the cast were in sighs,

Then the director spoke,
with insecurity in tone,
"As you might know Jacqi just..."
everyone was then alone,
Some ran in the hall,
in hysterics in their eyes,
some turned into other stones,
thinking if it were lies,

Some surported others,
as their tears filled their soul,
others stayed in the silence,
trying to make themself whole,
some hyperventalated,
some almost passed out,
we were all moved,
with out a doubt,

Now she is in the sky,
raining down her goodbye,
she can now be more of an angle,
I'm so sad because....... she didn't need to be...thats why...

Jacqi RIP (1987-2005)