I have been defeated
By a link shaped monster,
It has haunted me,
It has defiled me,
My soul becomes weaker,
It has dug in my heart,
imbued me with surenity,
then it killed my heart,
it was bound by the very start,
I've lost my sanity,
I have become contradicted,
why can't I see,
the pain coming,
the anxiety coming,
I'm not even real to me,
I know what happens everytime,
but I still insist on plunging,
I get scratched up,
I get clawed up,
light isn't what I am longing,
I never seem to be happy,
I have to remind myself to breathe,
I can't control myself,
I don't adore myself,
I just seem to seethe,
the monster I never want to see again,
but I'm stuck in its reach,
I calling on the clown,
I'm calling on "Phantom",
Floating is out of my reach...
I've been at Jp's house this Saturday and Sunday hanging out with him, Aly, Catie, and Chels. It was ok, kind of boring and annoying. O well. I am going to post something funny other than this read it!
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dude...read what i put in response on the 4th post down. It wasn't me that wrote the bitch next door thing.
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