Over

Tomorrow I am going to Madeline's for her birthday party. I can't wait seeing as this week has been really boring for me and I haven't hung out with many of my friends like I usually would. Some of my friends now are relentless on some things, but I'm not going to go there except through a meter. All I know is that at the party I will be around a close group of friends and it will be one of those Kodak and awesome moments.

Were almost past the holidays,
Christmas is over,
Another thing is over...

I want to be able to go back in time,
to realize my full potential and hunt for what is mine,
my life is really good, but I still find some flaws,
I feel like a big black bear shreaded me with its claws,
I want to move on,
I have been the pawn,
I can't be,
If not real to me,
I said I would know,
I said I would go,
I've done so much good, why do I want more?
Is that why I been here before?
Am I really that selfish...
I don't think I am selfish...