Is Knub

North Counrty practice today didn't go to well. Not many people showed up and it wasn't to orderly. Mr. Aresernalt, our new band teacher since Mr. Rothe, was being kind of annoying today. His demeanor just something about it is off. It is weird and I might not be able to get a ride back from it. Ahhhhhhhhh!

Inside me there is a weight,
hanging on my heart,
I can't seem to find my place,
I don't know where to start,
I know it is hard to live,
in a world of hate,
the only way away from war,
is to be and create,
I know it is hard to breathe,
when the cold air is inside,
I just won't let it in,
but it will not subside,
My body feels empty,
My happiness is knub,
I tremble in pain,
and then I am brushed away like a crumb,
I try to stand up,
in this world of hate,
I guess can't win,
I have to much on my plate.