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Today I was supposed to work on my powerpoint I have to do for my "Road Map" at my aunts, but she was sick. It became a really boring day in a instant. Tomorrow I plan to work but I hope it doesn't die.

I walk with a smile,
but I'm hiding a frown.

I'm obsessed of the bad times,
and ignore the ones that are good.

I'm doing more in my life,
but I constantly go down.

I think I understand,
and forget the understood.

I have many friends that care,
but I feel all alone.

I am a good son,
as behind I slam the door.

I get passionate over music,
but I don't respond like a stone.

I used to be feel pleasure,
but I don't feel anymore.

I used to own my emotions,
now I only rent.

I am really calm,
but then anxiety takes hold.

I look at days ahead,
and regret ones spent.

I acting like I've never have,
and already it's getting old...