Rearrange

Today was a long, hard day. School went ok; we had a half day. I got my year book and stuff and I had normal classes otherwise. Then I went with Tim and Caramon to work on the moose display. When I came home around 5:30 I arrived to find my poor mother locked out of our house. I went to get a spare key from my dad and then we got in finally around 6:30. Since then I have been waiting to get a call back from my friend Madeline because we were supposed to hang out. I don't know what happened but it has been 4 hours and she is not even home. I hope nothing happened bad.

Were is the love when you need it the most,
the hidden inspiration when haunted by a ghost,
I sit here writing about what I know,
but I didn't know, and it will show,
I thought I had finally made it through,
the haunting past that I knew,
but then with every up there is a down,
every smile becomes eventually a frown,
and ever light eventually fades out,
I thought I never had a doubt,
I call everyone and they are all away,
maybe I'll see them another day,
but I see them everyday, well at least a few,
and slowly they become not what I knew,
Some of them I know care,
but others change from attitude to hair,
all I know is is that I didn't change,
just what I knew began to rearrange,
maybe I did change, that is part of what I know,
I don't know anymore, doesn't it show?