Self-Return

Today was a hard day.

Am I the only one,
that believes trust must be earned,
that once you lose it,
it is hard to ever get back,
Ever since I was little,
that is what I learned,
then you came along,
I just don't want to tern back,
all your yelling and abuse,
caused my heart to be burned,
I just want you gone,
and for you to give up this act,
you make it seem
that you have learned,
and that you have changed,
but the truth they lack,
now is the time,
I am most concerned,
that you will be there,
forever...and I will lack
self-return