Touch The Stars

Tomorrow I am working with Tim. This weekend I am going to my cousins wedding at The Bethel Hotel. The first day of school is in a week and my mood fluctuates from excitement to nervousness. Oh boy...

Inside these corridors,
away from the horrors,
of the reality that lurks outside,
someone walks down a "high wire"
above insecurity's blazing fire,
as he decides if his life is true,
He wonders if there is meaning,
in the eyes he sees gleaming,
or if they are all insincere,
Sometimes he is a clown,
who is held upside down,
and then sometimes he is a saint,
He longs to be loved,
likes others who are beloved,
that seem to beleaguer him,
When he looks at the sky,
he sometimes wants to cry,
for he wants to just touch the stars,
When people he cares for,
go through his house door,
he sometimes has to hide,
He knows they love him so,
but he still has doubts, you know,
he thinks everyone has a mask,
Trust comes very scarce,
and his brain is sparse,
conclusions seem to have agility,
So in these corridors of his mind,
where it is hard for him to find,
the truth between life and living,
Hoping for some grace,
to come and take strife's place,
and he will then be able to touch the starts.

Just An Update

Just an update. I am going to my friend, Aly's, show tomorrow morning then working on the moose project.

Pour Toujours

Yesterday our family had a yard sale. It was very interesting. Then I went to a square dance; yes I know it was very random.

Driving down to a distant memory,
through infinite fog and rain,
always feeling this forever stain,
hopefully not for eternity,
As I make a couple stops,
I see members of my past,
We always thought it would forever last,
unknowing they were just props,
I finally get to my destination,
and I see a familiar friend,
I hope for forever, not an end,
to our double admiration,
Then we all go to the party,
I see you all as a family,
I want to forever know thee,
but I know it might be unlikely,
Love, passion, earning, other things I face,
all because I knew you all,
I will forever be this way, as I was small,
the future is going to make hace.

For More Than A Year

It has been more than I year since I have started blogging on those blog. I want to thank this blog, even though I know it is inanimate, for the ability to express myself in what I write, the relief it has given me in life, and the great works I was able to produce. I also what to thank everyone who has read my blogger (mostly you, Maddi) and has commented on my works!

ON TO NEXT YEAR!!!

Venus

Goddess of love,
the fate that I desire,
please bestow to me,
a passion, burning like fire,
I want to have someone,
to hold close and never lose,
to tell everything I am,
To have someone who won't abuse,
the emotion of my heart,
which changes like the wind,
so I don't feel like another
one who just sinned,
But what I want most of all,
from you, my goddess of love,
is someone to hold me dear,
that is all I dream of.

Désir

Hey y'all! I just got back from my camp. I took my friend Aly up there. We went school shopping and I bought The Fray's premier CD, How To Save A Life. It is extremely good. I am just going to post a picture of Lust, a homunculus in the anime FullMetal Alchemist. I don't feel to much like writting.

Enough Mercy

I just got back from working on the moose project. Yesterday I hung out with my friend Madeline. I haven't hung out with her in a while so it felt great.

It seems to never fail,
it will always be this way,
until the very day,
when I will be gone,
I can whisper or shriek,
it doesn't make a difference,
she still shows indifference,
to everything I say,
I hate having everyone,
think she is just a saint,
she has no restraint,
for when she says her thoughts,
I will not hear it anymore,
her frivolous contraversy,
I will give no more mercy,
I have had enough.

A Short One About You

This weekend was the Survivor Party, which is put on every year by my friends JP and Aly. It was fun, and I am extremely soar right now. Oww.......

You surprized me I have to admit.
You were so considerate it set a spell.
You check up on everyone.
You did very well.
Coming from a group of people
who aren't as kind as you,
I have to admit it was great
and all you were was just be....you.

At Last

Just wanted to quickly say.....


I FINALLY GOT MY DRIVER'S LICENSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

.......at last

The Incubus

Tomorrow is the big driver's licence test day. I am hoping that I won't crash anything! lol!

When I am sitting in the darkness,
the corridors of my mind,
pictures that burn through the very view,
the pictures that I previously knew,
Movies that replay and revisit,
pure fright in time,
the thought of me losing false love,
is still painful affecting up above,
These movies also rewrite,
nightmares over again,
turning into the incubus,
the devil within all of us,
Be gone wicked spirit of,
insecurity and fear,
it is time for your demise,
I am through with all the lies,
I don't care about all the tries,
it will be you who cries.